The only thing I want to excel at in life, is being a mom. There really is nothing else.
I practically begged Allah to give me a child. And I have no intention of ruining this gift.
Do I know all the consequences? I know some. But right now I don't mind. I don't care.
Do I realize how much it will affect both of ourlives? Not really. But, I'm gonna try anyway. I owe that to my child - to at least try.
Am I gonna fuck up our stability? Really? Who cares? You? Well, I don't.
For the records, I do not need to explain to anyone why I'm doing this. I do not need anyone's approval of my reasoning. You don't know shit about me or my situation (well in this case, our situation). So shut up! You pay for none of this. You have no contribution or whatsoever in my well-being. So stop being a fucking douchebag, and get a life.
